if we loved again, i swear I'd love you right;

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family.
I haven't seen them in a while.

You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.

These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't. 

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,

But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

--K