Like you wanna be loved -

It's been a damn long year... just going to try and enjoy the last few weeks of it :)

I think I'll write a five-people thing the day before formal so get excited :) 

- g.

my heart's against your chest

your lips pressed to my neck

i've fallen for your eyes

but they don't know me yet

and the feeling i forget

i'm in love now

kiss me like you wanna be loved

wanna be loved

wanna be loved

this feels like i've fallen in love

fallen in love

fallen in love

I had my heart set on you.

It's half an hour till tomorrow and I'm thinking about you...

- g. 

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- K & G

I just think you should, think you should know

I bet you think I either moved on or hate you
‘Cause each time you reach out there’s no reply
I bet it never, ever occurred to you that I can’t say hello to you
And risk another goodbye



We made quite a mess, babe
It’s probably better off this way
And I confess, babe
That in my dreams you’re touching my face
And asking me if I want to try again with you


--K


In dreams I meet you in warm conversation
We both wake in lonely beds different cities
And time is taking its sweet time erasing you
And you've got your demons, and, darling, they all look like me

I'm all dried up inside

get real, get right, get a grip i'm gonna start tonight

big deal, you and i, cos we never really got it right

- g.

Don't you let me go tonight.

We're in high school and sometimes things goes wrong or people screw up - 

we learn to realize that it's okay.

- g.

But while you're here in my arms

- g.

what am i even doing?

Who's says you're the only one thats hurting?

I don't really know what to say to you, or about you, just that my life isn't right without you in it. And I want this to work.

--K

Everyone of us has messed up too

 I guess you really did it this timeLeft yourself in your warpathLost your balance on a tightropeLost your mind tryin' to get it back
Did some things you can't speak ofBut at night you live it all againYou wouldn't be shattered on the floor nowIf only you had seen what you know now then
Wasn't it easier in your firefly catchin' days?And everything out of reach, someone bigger brought down to youWasn't it beautiful runnin' wild 'til you fell asleepBefore the monsters caught up to you?
It's alright, just wait and seeYour string of lights is still bright to meOh, who you are is not where you've beenYou're still an innocent

Time turns flames to embers, you'll have new SeptembersEveryone of us has messed up tooMinds change like the weather, I hope you rememberToday is never too late to be brand new
It's alright, just wait and seeYour string of lights is still bright to meOh, who you are is not where you've beenYou're still an innocent
It's okay, life is a tough crowd16 and still growin' up nowWho you are is not what you didYou're still an innocent, you're still an innocent
Lost your balance on a tightrope,Never too late to get it back.


--K 

but on a wednesday, in a cafe

--K

today in maths, one of my dear best friends YYM fell in love with a pencil. And she took it from me and gave me her ugly pencil. She's gonna take it to formal. Sadly, im not even kidding.  that is all. may tomorrow please be outrageouslygood.

I'm in love with you

This infinitely brightened both of our days :')

- k & g.

staystaystay for some timetimetime

i think you should be outrageous. Forget what they think. 

we're special.

cuz in 5 years, who's really gonna care about that apart from ourselves?


--K 

96

it's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't

it's one door swinging open, and one door swinging closed

some prayers find an answer, some prayers never know

we're holding on and letting go

- g.

this is forever

^ that

is

so

true

i

can't

even

with

life

sorry?

in other news, if we talked about the events of tuesdays as diseases, my 3 hour piano lesson was an endemic, my music yearly was an epidemic, and the maths test was a freaking outbreak.

lol maths

....

- g.

Damned if I do, damned if I don't

1. I feel like my creative piece isn't original enough

2. I feel like my essay isn't up to standard

crash and burn and end

- g.

dont wanna take it slow

so like the deal with the partial zone is that nothing can hurt you while you're in it, nothing leads you on, cuz you're not fallen in that deep to be able to be hurt but yknow the upside of a partial zone is that if the way YAfeel changes, like AT ALL, feel free to tell me LOL. ok im done here.  goodnight.

--K 

So ive been thinking that what really stops us is fear. not the thing itself but we're scared of the outcome. we're scared of rejection, of disappointment, of loss. but recently ive realised that if theres a will, there really is a way and we shouldnt let fear stop us in what we do. cuz theres less than 8 weeks left of year 10 and i really dont think we should let that go to waste due to fear. 

oh and this videos legendary HAHAHAHHAHAHAA http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3cv4yHWCJA

All this devotion.

LOL THIS BLOG HAS BECOME WAY TOO PUBLIC SO I CAN'T REALLY SAY WHAT'S ON MY MIND SO I'LL USE PICTURES INSTEAD AND HOPE THAT IT'S CRYPTIC ENOUGH.

- g.

i just know, i just know that you're not gone

its midnight and im talking to you, oh you always know how to cheer me up and its just like old times,  why cant more people think like you.. but then again thatd make the world a pretty scary place LOL. i never apologised for hurting you in the past few months, but here it is: im so sorry for everything, i never intentionally meant for it to happen, but bad timing and other stuff like how we just never seemed to quite understand each other and in the end that meant all of what happened, happened. i just read your letter again and it made me realise the stuff you said, is some of the nicest most considerate things anyone has ever said to me (haha yes you ARE considerate.. once you figured out what it meant lol -.-) and no matter how many stupidly reckless things you do in the future i'll always be there for you :) so in answer to the question at the end of that letter that i never answered, yes, id love to start from friends again :)



and as for you, why cant you freaking see whats blatantly right in front of you.

--K

Losing you was blue.

I feel like it's never been holidays lol... Yearlies + piano exam + sdd hsc all in the same fortnight, kill me now.

But it's getting hotter again... I thought it was a good thing until we nearly died today in 1.6km heat. But we passed our last ever 1.6 yay :') 2 second deprovement from year 7 lol.

Also tumblr's where it's at zzz 'evanescentwonderings' :) talk to me.

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground.

- g.

I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cuz he never did

The year 11 production was so moving. It was so captivating andand deeper than I'd initially expected ! Especially the third act on War, that was crazy LOL. But it was amazing to see how talented our year 11 drama students are ! I can't really explain what it felt like LOL you had to be there :L but makes me kinda wish I chose drama for hsc :L

'twas a fast first week back, felt like we never left :L but hey I'm excited for this term now:);)


--K

like a fool at the top of my lungs -

[DELENA - S03E02.] 

Term 4...

- g.

tell me im not a-wasting my feelings on you

 oooh loookie. the new season of glee has interesting FRESH NEW FACES AND CHARACTERS. IM EXCITED.

AHAHHHAHHAHAHHAAHA THIS IS WEIRDLY FUNNY^ IT'LL MAKE YOU LAUGH. CLICK IT.

also, ive been having recurring dreams these days, the same people, the same locations.. is that weird??

--K

IM SO EXCITED FOR HER NEW ALBUM. 20 DAYS.

I'll be true to ya

evanescentwonderings.tumblr.com

The Mid-Autumn/Mooncake festival is on Sunday and a couple of relatives are coming over to my house. I'm excited because it'll be a rare opportunity for us to play mah-jong because we never have enough people lol. < There was a piece of trivial nonsense for you.

- g.

she'll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by

so today we had playathon. it felt good.  even the allnighter - it numbed out every other emotion that we felt. HAHA.

i wont forget our own personalised tour of the school in the dark :') it was amazing, thanks guys eheh

the fire was amazing. even tho we smelt like smoke afterwards, the campfire saved us all from freezing and hence i must blog about it as a THANKYOU TO THE FIRE LOL.

so i came home and slept from 9am-5pm.

--K

But nobody's listening

lol sorry but you're sort of an embarrassment to the human race. ew.

So tomorrow's the last day in junior winter uniform and I feel incredibly old because next term is going to pass in a second and then we'll be seniors. But I'm so excited for new classes FINALLY loool

Today we played softball and I forgot to drop the bat lol. But we still drew and that's a better result than all of our touch games last season (y) I'm also deciding to be a social slug and skip movie night even though my piano was cancelled.

Also gaiz remember this?

- g.

also shout out to all my weird crazy friends because if you think about it we're extremely lucky to have found each in this sea of normal people loooooool :3

im wonderstruck dancing around all alone

HI IM BACK TEMPORARILY. well now that ive sent my Cadenza to Wong.. ive realised its been quite fun staying up the past few nights composing masterpieces lool. quite fun indeed. :)

SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SARAH TODAY! YOU'RE 16 WOMAN. WTF. GO LEARN TO DRIVE AND DRIVE US ALL AROUND AYE;) ahhh we've known each other for like... 6 YEARS NOW WTF. and our friendship has GROWN EXPONENTIALLY RECENTLY HAHAHA. SO MANY MEMORIES like OUR EXTENSIVE TALKS ON BALLET .. ALL THOSE DANCE REHEARSALS.... OMG.(for all those different performances LOL) AND THE MANY MANY TALKS WE'VE HAD OVER THE YEARS GOSH I LOVE YOU, AND THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING ME AND MY WAYS AND LOVING ME BACK AND HOW WE GO HIGH AND THEN WE GO LOW AND THEN WE JUST ROLL AROUND LAUGHING. SO THANKS FOR BEING IN MY LIFE AND I CANT WAIT FOR ALL OUR PLANS (;D) TO TAKE PPLACE IRL! (and i cant believe how quickly you guessed it today btw) ANYWAY <3<3<3 AWESOMEFOURSOME AYE;) LOVIN IT. CANT WAIT FOR NEXT MONDAY! STAY AWESOME BYE. 

(oh and p.s. sorry for my fb post being a tad random.. i may have been a tad high from composing a masterpiece cadenza hahahahaha) 

ah year 12 assembly today left us all in a deep reflective mood. it made me realise that theres only a term of junior-ism left and we ought to make the most of it. 

...WHICH IS WHY YOU GUYS SHOULD ALL COME TO SRC'S MOVIE NIGHT THIS WEDNESDAY AT THE SCHOOL HALL AT 6:30.

HERES A SNEAK PEEK. ;D

(k i should stop using my blog for src) but srsly come guys :) it'll be fun :):) its the first movie night at ruse ever! :)

-K

Ladies, let's make our legacies

One more week and this term is over. Then it's studying then yearlies then camp then formal then annual then summer then 2013. Unless the world ends of course...

Tonight I got skype because I was bored... add me perhaps? 'x.georgia' :)

- g.

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea

Haha I swear this week went by so fast, I can't even remember.

Today I will: play piano and finish memorizing my whole sonata, start my portfolio / research Beethoven, catch up on a term of school maths, read my english novel and attempt to write a half-decent poem.

Oh also have a listen to a half of my sonata :)

- g.

Oh hey yes I miss you and I wonder what you're doing right now and what you've been doing for the past few months.

A future and a past.

lol at my piano diploma ceremony. 

happy father's day :):):)

- g.

Water always finds its own level.

SPRING IS GOING TO BE GOOD, PLEASE.

This weekend I will play lots of piano, start my LMUS portfolio, catch up on maths, do my science presentation, memorize my english essay and read my english novel.

- g.

and bring on all the pretenders, im not afraid

just for da lolz ;)





--K 

for the ages.

lol oh hey i just realized i have nothing to blog about. :)

- g.

maybe we should stop trying to grow up so fast?

stolen stares.

Late night piano seshes, dad made me a really sweet latte and a guilty bag of onion rings. ABOUT TO TAKE A LONG BATH LISTENING TO TAYLOR SWIFT :)

- g.

call me crazy.

i can't help but be happy when i'm around you.

don't tell me nobody's perfect :p

PHYS IS FINALLY OVER AND LIFE IS PRETTY GOOD. AG AG AG CAMP :)

- g. 

takingturns

--K



i just remembered in band today, we were pplaying saxophobia, and a flying bug landed on our music and me and kevin both just died laughing in fits of silent hysteria in the middle of the piece. <3 band